Hesitant
I've been in this industry for almost 2 years now. And I haven't regretted it yet. The further I am into this unknown cavern of darkness and stuffs, the more I am sure that I was never wrong to be here.
Sometimes, I do pause and think, "What the hell have I gotten myself into?" and "Seriously? Children for the rest of my life?"
Of course. only those thoughts in the good way.
Even though I feel fucked up and like a piece of shit today, I really felt better when I during my time at the centre. I even stayed overtime because it felt pretty awesome to. Seriously. I'm so impressed with myself.
I really didn't choose wrong.
You think it's because I'm lucky?
Nah. It's cause of the awesome.
True Story.
Later...
Taken by one of the magicians::
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