Sunday, January 26, 2014
The Fall of Single Feather...

I think all this lack of writing has made forget how to write English. Some part of me has forgotten how grammar works and the rest just cant put words together. It has been a while after all, being iin the army and losing touch with some of the more artistic things about life. 

Hahaha. It has been a while.

Listening to Rachael Yamagata always puts me in a mood. It always reminds me of her; the bittersweet times of happiness, confusion and sadness. 

I used to think that it was impossible for me to fall in love with someone. Back then, I was never obsessed with the desire and necessity to know what someone think, what she was doing and what she was doing. Only after living for 18 years had I have my first taste of what it was like. 

When I used to have sleepovers at my other mom's place, my mom never fails to ask me if I had missed her. Naturally, I would say yes. But then, I never understood the concept. Why would I ever miss someone? If I did, I would have just gone to meet that person right?

But what if I missed her once we part ways? Now that I think about it, it was pretty ridiculous. Once i got on the bus and waved her goodbye, I would send her a text. The only real time we didnt talk was when we were sleeping. 

I suppose it was pretty sweet. 

It seemed so perfect then. When everything ended, I think both of us ended up losing a small part of ourselves. Both of us seemed to forget how to be happy. 

And even after 2 years since that 'break', I still can't stop remembering. Is it true that right now, I can only think of what she is feeling?

With Regards,


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