Sunday, August 12, 2012
The Fall of Single Feather...
"What do you mean going out is better than rotting at home? I'm feeling offended by that."
I always believed that courage is not rushing/doing something dangerous or out of my comfort zone. I always imagined it as overcoming a fear.
But one of my greatest fears is failure.
What if I do not become successful in the future?
What if I fail one of my major tests?
What if I do not get the role that I need?
I always fear the unknown. Of a future that just might turn out negatively. That I would fail even though I've tried my best.
But the thing is, how do I face this fear if it has yet to come?
The anticipation is really killing me.
With regards,
Taken by one of the magicians::
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Saturday, August 04, 2012
The Fall of Single Feather...
To tell the truth, I actually sort of miss getting almost drunk.
Drinking till my stomach seem to be able to hold an endless amount of fluid. Mind feeling so light that nothing appears to be sitting straight. To tell the truth,I actually do enjoy it.
Even the part where I do things that I would never else do; even the times where I do things that stands the borders of my morals.
I guess sometimes its nice to challenge myself. I guess sometimes it feels good to do something absolutely different.
Sometimes, it does feel good to do something that I would never do.
With Regards,
Taken by one of the magicians::
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