Sunday, June 19, 2011
The Fall of Single Feather...
Expecting
It's kind of sickenining when you have too high expectations of yourself. You never seem to do anything that is good enough. You never really feel proud of your work. You constantly ask for more.
From another perspective, you can say that its being ambitious. At the very least, you will have a goal.
Expectations constantly increases too. For a time I might have a simpler goal. Just as I am about to reach it, I would set a higher one for myself. The time I can fulfill my expectations is when I underestimate, or am unclear of what is going to happen.
But it's not a bad thing if you do not need the product to keep you motivated. The process of pushing and learning and improving seems to be more crucial than what you get in the end. Others can judge if its good for all I care.
I just want to reach my goal. And do even more.
With regards,
Taken by one of the magicians::
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