Fear
Sometimes, I hear people say that I am confident. That somehow I just seem to be able to do things out of my comfort zone.
Obviously, that is not true.
Everytime I plan an event, I fear I will screw up. Every time I implemented a lesson I fear the children will go crazy. Every time I did something in public view, I fear that I will screw up.
The only thing is that; I do it anyway.
It's mostly because I know I have to. That it's necessary for a greater benefit. That if I suceed, everything will be fine.
It's not that I have confidence, or that I do not fear. It's definitely not that I have courage.
It's that I swallow my fears and say, "just do it" and "nothing is impossible"
With Regards,
Taken by one of the magicians::
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