Resilience
I once read somewhere that Leo's never give up. Obviously, I had to reflect and wonder if that is really true. I wouldn't say that the statement is false. But I wouldnt say that it isn't true either. Truthfully, I do give up a lot. It's just that, I either press on because I feel that I have no other choice or that I stop giving up really quickly.
I give up on certain things ally the time. It's just that after a while, I find myself coming back to it again. It's easy for me to see a new ray of hope. It could be a new way of doing things that might seem everything possible again. It might be another opportunity surfacing once again for something. Somehow, one way or another, I just cannot give up.
It's not that I don't want to; it's more l like I can't. Pressing on is almost like an addiction.
Now you might say that it is a good thing. It probably is. But there are times when enough is enough. There are times when you just have to stop and say, "I've got to move on." And this is something that I cannot do.
It makes thing seem like an infinite time loop. Trying and trying Aain, each time hoping that something different wil happen at the end, something different the previous times. And every single time, the same thing happens again. Except for the pain. Which gets worser and worser.
All of this for that one time, where everything is going to become better. Until that one time.
With Regards,
Taken by one of the magicians::
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