Tuesday, May 01, 2012
The Fall of Single Feather...

I was born with a duty of sorts.

I was born being expected of something from the people around me. I suppose it was precisely this reason that my motivation for everyday life is to fulfill my responsibilities. To do what other people has expected from me.

But somewhere, somehow, I started to want things for myself. I started to have certain expectations of my own. Expectations that may conflict with my responsibilities.

Slowly, I got tired of people expecting things from me. Slowly, all I want is to be left alone. So that I can do things that I want. But then, what do I want? To do what others want from me so that they can be happy, which in turn, makes me happy? Or do what I want so that I can be happy?

I always imagined myself as a follower. I would do what he or she says, and I will accomplish everything to my best ability. I suppose that means I would rather accomplish what I was expected by others.

What am I suppose to do when I cannot find someone to follow? Someone that can tell me what to do? Someone who I can trust?

With Regards,


Taken by one of the magicians::
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